anxiety setting in

I know that this may seem funny to some of you, however, I have OCD so just bare with me while I ramble on. We leave for Canada in exactly 9 days, and I am getting anxious. Not to get there, but all the stuff that I need to do prior to leaving. then the drive(about 20 hours) with the 2 kids, then when we get there how to keep them occupied while Michael goes bear hunting (crazy I know). The amount of money that we need to take with us and the bills to pay prior to leaving, will the car be okay, will my house be okay...keep laughing...what will I do while there. we will be in east egypt. no cell phone reception, no computer, need I go on...I am having palpitations here. can you see that I am not 100% sold on this trip. But I am going because this is the trip Michael wanted for a family vacation and it is a 1time thing for him. but come on....canada of all places. Well one place that I can check off my to do list. Please PRAY for me I NEED it desperately. mostly for the trip to be heaven. also that Michael bags him a huge bear so that he can gloat or whatever the men do when that bring home the kill....I will have to oh and ah over it for months, and NO this will not get hung on my walls. I may make a rug out of it, but then who knows that will be what keeps us warm this winter. I could go on, but all I ask is your prayers. so from 8/22/08 to 9/2/08 I am counting on you to hit your knees in remembrance of your dear friend in the great north, that will come back home more crazy than when she left. I hope you will all still love me.....:)